Thursday, January 6, 2011

looking for some closure,someone who understands

so it's 2011 already,
after 6 days i think this is finally starting to sink in

my year officially ended after today phew
end to a tiring and exhausting year
start of a ?? one.. shall be waiting to fill this blank in

so what hm
i don't really know
everything ahead is kind of blur and unclear

school's going to start
and i would say i'm off to a pretty bad start
so how
i think i'll catch up
but zx tells me not to start too early
what if i dont start
gah me is confused


but i know for sure, band chalet was a good way to end my holidays
looking back, 2 weeks ago i thought that i accomplished nothing with my holiday
but after chalet, i can see the  difference
it's this sense of belonging and newfound level of comfort with band people
idk how to say this properly

ME ISNT THINKINGGGGGGGG
okay i just feel alot closer to band people
and so yes, i can say that i did accomplish something this holidays
and i have the band to thank for it :D
my year truly ended today
thanks for the prettiest fullstop ever to my holiday

climbing out from another lowpoint thanks to all of you <3

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