but its over

okay theres so many things i want to do now
where do i start
noooo i'm not making sense
this feeling is so surreal
jc just ended for real
after today there isnt going to be this fixed path where everyone will be following
our paths will start to diverge from this point on
all my scholar classmates will poof
okay i dont know why i'm feeling like this right now
its just that we're faced with so many options, so many aspirations and choices to make
the future is just too uncertain
sigh
you're an exception
i dont feel the euphoria of postAs
okay i kind of expected it to be like this
somewhat.
i feel slightly lost
i dont want to look back 3 months later and realise that i've not accomplished anything
i need a goal
meanwhile i think i hope the activities dont die down ~
but i need time
okay we'll just see how things go
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