turning points

learnt so much today
just in that short 2-3 hour session
thanks v&c!


ah anyway yes my voice is totally gone and probably lower than any guy's voice nowww

but yes
its really sucks how life seems like some neverending rat race when everyone is just continuously fighting to stand out from a crowd
maybe it isnt really everyone but that actually seems to be the driving force to do many things for most people
myself included
and i dont actually like myself for that
but then again thats how life is, or at least my understanding of it.



i think its alright as long as your prove your worth
the power of having friends and connections
more than it being a liability or sth that people judge you by
i dont think there's a problem with choosing the path that has already been laid for you
but what matters is more of the attitude you bring along with you when you tread that road

ahwells okay
the sharing by the guy today was hilarious
&actually really meaningful at some point in time
i was really impressed by how he picked himself up from the dumps and became so successful !
i mean these stories are told to us very often but his sharing was somehow especially _


yeah anyway i feel like i really need to use this 8mths to find out more about myself and do sth productive besides getting a job and yeah earning money like everyone else
so i guess this is just the start & the road forward will be even more exciting hoho


so i guess its true when people say you only regret the things you dont do.
today i realised why.

nyr no2: manage my time better in 2012!
okay this is probably on everyone's nyr list but okay i hope i at least try

nyr no3: embrace changes! dont be scared of growing up
this is hardly a nyr but yes



put parents under my list of priorities
besides myself