plasticine

damn i need to blog
but feeling like shit after the horrible cab ride home ._.
okay i will do this tmr

grahhhh sleep


lalala taking a break from packing my room!
didnt realise theres so much to pack D:


okay yes besides the fact that the cab driver was so horrible
sth good still came out of that cab ride hm


was reminded of this ambition that i actually put aside awhile ago
i guess everyone has these moments in life where you'll put aside sth you really want to do for sth more practical :/
and its when you grow old and grey then you realise how much you've missed and regret not trying something different

my takeaways from ytd's grouping!
disclaimer: this might not make sense to anyone but its just here for myself to look back next time and yeah~ read if you want to hahah


"some good things fall apart so that better things can fall together"

they asked, "what do i want to change in 2012?'
i was thinking and my answer was that i want to learn to embrace change.
i used to really reject change whether for good or for bad but yes that needs to change.

Make it a habit to change
" the difference between a successful and non-successful person is the ability to change for one more day"
it makes a difference if everyday you wake up and just psycho yourself just for today i will be more _ and then you will get used to it everyday till it becomes a habit!


there's this monkey bar theory of life
where when you hang on a beam for too long you'll end up feeling tired as compared to moving along
there are times in life where we might find ourselves thinking how you hope this period of time never ends where we'll stay like this forever
but then again nothing will change and progress is stunted
hmm

this year i shall constantly remind myself to not stick to my comfort zone and yeah try new things!
i want to ask myself more qns to know more about myself and why i do things
i need to think more hmm


what if i dont change?
sounds like a stupid qn but try asking yourself if you are someone who doesnt like change


people often subconciously listen to the devil but they just dont realise and when they do its probably too late
you cant control what you are now but you can control what you are in the future.



why people dont change:
- dont see the importance(procrastination,ego)
- fear (negativity)
- no system (discipline, too greedy, no constant self reminder)



" nothing diminishes anxiety faster than action"


okay this year i want to be happier!
"it's how u turn those low times into learning experiences n not just emotional sadness haha."



okay 2012 shall be a better year!!

i need to write down my new year resolutions and bring it around!!
okay yes i will soooooon dedicate a post to my ndo checklist and new year resolutions!
wait for it if you want to see hahah
but now. its time to go out!
this is not procrastination!



anyway you know how clarice makes her 1111 wishes
so yes one of it is always for herself and people arnd her to stay happy and healthy.
this year she would not just wish, but take action!