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working in the cbd area isn't as wow as i thought it would be
but i remember thinking to myself how it would be interesting to see how long would i take to actually get a job in one of those nice offices in those cool tall buildings
so here i am with a 10-6 job which actually pays me rather well um okay moderately well i just realised haha

so far it has been quite mundane
okay its not slack so if youre thinking i get paid for not doing anything thats not true~
its just that the things i am supposed to do are kind of challenging yet not challenging, okay doesnt really make sense but maybe the word is brainless?
i can already imagine how these steps that are unfamiliar now will turn into some routine that i will eventually get sick of in time to come :/

hmm i guess thats how a lot of things in life are like
so you'll never know, a few months down the road i might just look back and actually miss this period of time where things are not complicated (okay maybe slightly, but i believe i'll get used to it!) and yeah

the thing about working that everyone probably knows and i just realised that i really dislike is how you actually have to account to not just yourself but more of the boss about what you're doing and stuff
i mean its not like i mind being accountable to someone else
its just the feeling that i'm working for someone else and not myself (not really anyway) isnt that great a feeling and i dont feel a sense of satisfaction when i finish my tasks and stuff

haha okay i guess i should have tried something new like waitressing but ah anyone wants to do banqueting? hmm kind of have quite a few things on my plate now though. :/

which brings me back to something else im doing. yay 1st partner todayyy woohoo :D
thanks leon val singhui and everyone else ahh~

just realised i havent blogged about alot of things! like like chalet, which was quite interesting haha. so amusing to watch everyone dance! gave it a shot and im hopeless LOL okay not that bad but yeah!! had a fun bus ride home. Ohyes EH i blogged about this already lah

aiyoh okay i need to sleep then. i know theres something i forgot to blog about but i cant think of it now so yeah i'll blog about it when i rmb and yup waiting eagerly for my things to come in the mail~~