the first step

saw a post on facebook and was inspired to do this.
just finished my first semester as a university student. just glad it's over. first out of nine semesters.
haven't done this in a long while. feels good and bad at the same time.

this used to be a habit, long lost. one that i would preferred to have kept.

the past semester wasn't easy, juggling the stress of school as well as business. Both of which i want to excel in. many inadequacies and giving in to myself here and there. it's not easy it really isn't.

there are times, many in fact that i felt like giving up just walking away. but something someone just told me that no i cannot do that.

it's quite hard to sort out my thoughts now but i guess i should do this more often and things would be much better. i will start doing this.


just some reminders to myself
be less emotional, more logical
always have a plan
and dont procrastinate.
plan, execute deliver
cultivate this habit

jiayou clarice
take one step at a time and you'll be closer to where you want to get.

this post is probably just some disorganised thoughts
but its what i need right now

i really need to put emotions aside
not let it hinder where i want to get

this month is crucial
jiayou clarice


ended this post but i'm back again
just feel that so many things have changed over these few months
so many aspects of my life
have i grown?
grah why am i suddenly lost for words
anyway this is a good month to think and sort out some thoughts

anyway i want to go to town to see the xmas lights

i'm my best friend

there's so much i miss from the past
and so much more i cant miss in the future

anyway the new blogger layout is so annoying
and i just remember why i'm back at this post
wanted to type down my reflections after meeting a pri school friend that day

wasnt feeling well at all that particular day but glad i went to meet him
he told me more about his life in the uk and how different it felt to be back in singapore once again

well singapore is home but home has its inadequacies
in my stifling little home
where people chase after material things
why do we do that here he asks
but can we not?
can i not? i asked myself
well we over there do what we love, what our passions drive us to do

maybe its just me
and me only
but one day let's venture out together :)
but dont worry dear little red dot, you are and will always be home.

its time to find myself once again


i need to learn this skill
of organising my thoughts