and school's getting really tough
with so many things  on my mind at the same time

doing well for midterms, catching up with lessons, revising stuff for finals, staying to date with tutorials, applying fo whatever rubbish, having a life

i dont know long long more this is going to take


the feeling of guilt i had when i walked back to hall today
it just suddenly came

im neither here nor there
either excel in one or the other
with one being more important but doesnt necessarily bring me to what i want
and the other being viewed just as important to me as i know it will give me what i want but then again
how do i juggle both

the feeling of lost i had sitting in my 2 classes today morning
was not a good feeling at all
i hate mondays for such reasons