managing expectations

just felt like visiting this place again
sometimes blogging or typing out your thoughts just feels liberating somewhat
it's like talking to a friend that you never had
this friend understands you and listens to you
guess everyone just wants a friend to talk to


brings me to something that i am trying to learn
which is, how to zuo4 ren2
building rapport and sustaining a relationship
as we grow older our social circle just inevitably gets smaller
probably because we feel we can judge people better and know who are our friends
but being in an environment that i am in now, i realised that you never know who might become your friends
i've made friends i never thought i'd have, and it has been a wonderful experience


i've been facing many problems in the recent months
from personal self doubt to relationship issues to school and definitely my career
it has been a huge roller coaster

stress is a given and definitely a lack of proper rest


im trying so hard to sustain this friendship
when being friends starts become hard
its either you move on or you drown together
many a times i do not know what to do anymore
when we're happy everything is fine
but most of the time we're just spreading negative thoughts to each other
it just aint how it all started
what should i do



career wise
i've had several hard knocks recently too
been trying so hard to no avail
with things affecting your momentum


(pause: reminder to self, this is just a release of some emotions. do move on and look for solutions after that. )




i'm just trying to get enough sleep and do everything well
theres so much to do and so little time